Fears about Going back to school

I am so excited to return to school, but unfortunately my parents freaked me out by talking about the negative things that might happen. It has been looming over me. I was so excited but now I am just afraid. Some fears are needed to be thought about but some are just irrational. Most importantly I am afraid of relapsing. I have been working really hard for the past 7 or 8 months and it could all disappear in one second. I am worried I am going to be so involved to school that I will cope with the stress by restricting. It already started when I was taking physics. I would delay eating and use the excuse of me needing to study more.

To combat my fears I am going to make a list of all the positives

1. I get to see my friends

2. I finally get to celebrate the fact that I am 21 in a college town

3. I will be allowed to go to concerts again

4. I will finally get an ego boost by doing well in an academic setting

5. Zen Zero

6. Burger Stand

7. Drinks will be affordable, unlike dallas

8. Basketball

9. I will finally get to cook for myself

10. I get to take road trips: Madison Wisconsin HALLOWEEN

I think everyone needs to make a solid effort of making this negative world into a positive one. It can start by simple everyday statements and spinning them. Last night I skipped my dinner and instead of being disappointed in myself today, I just worked on eating breakfast.

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http://audiomap.tuneglue.net/

Just enter in a band or singer into the search tab then click on the bubble it creates. From the bubble it gives you option, just click on expand. It will then create a web of artists who are similar. From the new bubbles you can click on each one to expand in order to get more results.

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